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Saturday, May 9, 2015

All i can think of...trying to tell you about me

Why can’t I be a normal 27 year old?
In a perfect life, I’d have my own home. A husband and kids….but no that’s not the plan for me?
Instead I’m a 27 year old drug addict who puts herself first….which is sad. Its embarrassing.
 I just spent time in the hospital and all I did was think.
What the hell am I doing to myself? To my FAMILY? To my relationship…..which I’m guessing is over.
That song MONSTER FROM EMINEM is my song.
“You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy”
Monster by Eminem & Rhianna


I need to be the daughter that helps out….That is sober….That my mother can be proud of. thats all i can think of right now....

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